Monday, December 12, 2011

Perfect teeth.

I wish I could have teeth as perfect as the ones up there.
I'm not sure if you can see it, but I have a chip in my right front tooth.
I don't know what's worse; that I have that ugly chip, or that I find it so ugly.
It's not very noticable to most people. How is it that every girl can seem to pick out every single thing that's wrong with her image? I'll be with girls who complain about a tiny scar that's easily covered with make up or uneven ear piercings that aren't even noticable.
Honestly, I found it so annoying. Then I realized how much I do it.
Read this blog right here :
He talks about the beauty of women. Not in the nasty perverted way, but in the every girl is naturally gorgeous way. He's challenging us girls to become more comfortable with our natural looks. Embrace our God-given beauty.
I don't know when I'll take up the challenge and go out 100% naturally into the world, while feeling beautiful. I can easily go out without make up. But I want to feel just as pretty with make up as I do without it. Hopefully when I take his challenge, I'll be okay with that.
Thanks, Matthew!

Thursday, December 8, 2011

Our relationship.

Something, or need I say someone, has come between Haden and I.
Now, I didn't mind at first. She seemed so awesome at first.
He seriously talks to her ALL THE TIME now.
It's unreal. Seriously. What really pinches my buttons is that he's always showing her off like she's some amazing person. At his nieces birthday party, he was bragging about how great she is while I was sitting right there.
He texted me saying she's his best friend. He said he was just kidding about that, but I know it's a lie.
I can't help but feel replaced.
Darn you, Suri. Being replaced by the voice command on a phone is just silly. His love with it better end soon.

Tuesday, December 6, 2011

Shooting star?

Tonight we had a gossip sesh at work.
I picked up my car which had a brand new heater.
I had a blast with Haden.
And i saw a shooting star.
Tonight rocked. (:

Monday, December 5, 2011

Did you know....

  • I hate the dark. Even the first few nights in California I hated sleeping in the dark although Haden was there.
  • I would do just about anything for perfect teeth. I just wouldn't give up candy.
  • I'm pretty sure the most I've weighed is about 102 lbs. I eat like a mad man.
  • Candy is my addiction.
  • I've played the piano for over 10 years.
  • I'm terrible at saving money :(
  • I love watching movies. Like, LOVE watching movies. Especially horrors.
  • I whip my hair back and forth.
  • I want my wedding colors to be teal, silver, and black.
  • My hair grows really quickly.
  • My belly button is ugly and way too low.
  • My hips are really high.
  • I suck at swimming.
  • I have a freaky long tongue.
  • I can sometimes be a grammar or spelling Nazi. I suck at that stuff, though.
  • I say things like, "tickle my biscuits" to describe frustration and "Oh poopy poopsicles!" instead of swearing.
  • I call Haden "poopy".
  • I don't have much of a "social life".
  • I work for minimum wage doing a job I dislike.
  • When I'm mad, I cry instead of screaming and yelling.
  • I'm the first person that Boston, Jordan Kings dog, has ever barked at. :(
  • I have itty bitty titties.
  • I wear Hadens baseball necklace all day every day and he wears my silvery necklace.
  • I'm effing tired.
  • I don't see why any of you would read all the way to this part of the list. Get a life(:
  • I love life.

Good night.

Mr. Marley

He’s not perfect. You aren’t either, and the two of you will never be perfect. But if he can make you laugh at least once, causes you to think twice, and if he admits to being human and making mistakes, hold onto him and give him the most you can. He isn’t going to quote poetry, he’s not thinking about you every moment, but he will give you a part of him that he knows you could break. Don’t hurt him, don’t change him, and don’t expect for more than he can give. Don’t analyze. Smile when he makes you happy, yell when he makes you mad, and miss him when he’s not there. Love hard when there is love to be had. Because perfect guys don’t exist, but there’s always one guy that is perfect for you.

Life can be awkward.

Story time! So there we were, just sitting in Luke Johnsons kitchen waiting for our cookies to finish baking. Luke proposed to the gorgeous Alicia about a month and a half ago. Now, Haden and I don't talk about marriage. Why? We're teenagers and like to live like teenagers. We aren't planning that far into the future. Out of the blue, Lukes mom asks, "So Haden, when are you gonna pop the question?" BOOM! Instantly awkward. Haden and I look at each other and laugh. His parents give us a list of reasons why we should get married, or at least engaged. To me, that's a scary thought. Yeah, it'd be fun to be engaged! I want a gorgeous ring! I want to go dress shopping and all the fun stuff! But I hate admitting that I have to grow up for real. Graduation was scary enough. That was when I realized that I do have to be resposible. Bringing up engagements really tickles my biscuits! All that stuff just seems toooooo real.
Anyways, Haden and Luke leave to go pick up my car. Alicia, Freddy (Lukes mom), Lukes dad, and I are still chillin' in the kitchen. Freddy asks why we wouldn't just go for it. My answer, "We're both still young. We're teenagers, and I'm barely 18". Of course she has the answers to everything and states that she got engaged at 17, married at 18, and she's now been married 32 years. Dang. I can't win.
Long story short, I feel awkward talking about marriage and my future with Haden. Maybe we'll get married. Maybe we'll go our seperate ways. Either way, things happen for a reason!

Thursday, November 17, 2011

Wednesday, November 16, 2011

He proposed!! (:

It's true, it's true.
We were sitting there, enjoying our fabulous lunch.
He looked into my eyes and said, "Ruby, I just love you so much. Will you marry me, please?"
I had such a big smile. I must say, I was so shocked. It was a surprise.
What was my answer? It was no...

It was no, because I cannot marry the 5 year old I babysit. Kids say the cutest things.

Monday, November 14, 2011

Thursday, November 10, 2011

I wish...

  • For more friends! I spend my days working or sitting at Hadens house. It's not that I don't like him, I do! I just wish I had other people to play with, too.
  • For people to actually "follow" my freakin' blog! I know you jerks read this ish! How do I know? I CHECK MY STATS! Rudies... :(
  • For a pony.
What else is there to blog about..? Umm.. BABY!!!! Little baby Deagan! (Dee-gun). I dunno how it's spelled.


P.S. I better have followers when I get online next, or I'll commit serious crimes.

Sunday, November 6, 2011


My hobby. I like to facebook stalk, blog stalk, that kind of stuff. Don't judge.

Tuesday, November 1, 2011


Haden's out cold, sleeping. I haven't been on blogger in so long since my computer broke. Well, it's our anniversary. Can you believe it's already been a year with this kid? Well, not yet. In less than an hour it will be, though! To think it was only a year ago that we both agreed on being in a relationship. Here's how our relationship went, if you care to know.
First, he asked me on a date. We went and saw Charlie St. Cloud on July 30th. About a month later, he asked me to be his girly, and I declined. A while later, on November 2nd, we were driving to go get a rabbit. On the way, that's when we became "official". Now, you may wonder why I said no. Here's a few reasons.
  • I wasn't ready to be in a relationship. Noooo sir.
  • I wanted us to have a friendship before a relationship.
  • I suck
That's about it. Well, he's pretty adorable, I must say. Have a good night.

Monday, October 24, 2011

Day 30!

"Photo of myself from today and 3 good things that have happened this month"

Honestly, so much has gone well this month. I was blessed with such an easy life, so here are just three things that have happened this month that I won't take for granted.
  1. I got my first paycheck over $200. That was quite the accomplishment. Can I get a round of applause? (Seriously, clap now.)
  2. Haden and I got into possibly the biggest fight we've ever been in. Why do I consider this to be a good thing? Because we worked through it. We talked. It makes me so happy to know that we can work through things, still. I love that we care enough to never stop trying. I love that even though it can be tough sometimes, we forgive. I would not call our relationship perfect. The fact that even after all this time, we still fight to be together. I love that after a fight so big, we feel closer. I am so grateful to have spent another fabulous month with him. (Also, to any stalkers here to watch our relationship, he changed our song from "Chasing Cars" to "I Love You This Big". Mega cute)
  3. I got my hair trimmed! I've been trying to grow it out for a while. It got a little past my bra in the back. (Sorry, that's the only way I could think to describe it :p ) It's above that point now, but it's so much healthier. Thank goodness it grows quickly.

I'm so grateful for my simple, easy life!
And I'm grateful I actually succeeded in a 30 day challenge.

Saturday, October 22, 2011

Right now

I could...
  • Stab someone
  • Freak out at any moment
  • Scream
  • Kick some nuts
  • Make a baked potato
I'm really hungry, so I'm going to make a baked potato.Tomorrow, that's probably when I'll freak out and scream. QUITE THE WEEKEND!


"Something I could never get tired of doing"
CuDdLiNg! <---Sorry. I just got in the mood to type like that. I love to cuddle. End of story.

Friday, October 21, 2011

Daaay 28, I think

"What have I learned this past month"
I've learned that I need to not spend money like it's nothing.
I learned that I can't transfer money throughout my accounts.
I learned that I now have $1.68 to my name.
I learned how to do fun things with Alicia. Ooooh google...

Anothaaa Daaaay

"Kind of guy that attracts me"
Funny. Fuuuunny. FuNnY. I could never date a serious guy! He has to be extremely playful. He cannot be afraid to say, "Holy gargoyles! You look like shiz!" in a joking manner. He has to be okay with playfully wrestling with me. He can't always be hyper and playful, though. That's just annoying. He does have to have calm, sweet times. That's why Haden's the

Wednesday, October 19, 2011


I wish you were here to enjoy. You missed out on the sweetness of an m&m caramel apple.I'm angry and yelling at you for bailing on me. YOU ARE OUT OF THE DANDELION CLUB!

Day 26!

I felt like skipping day 25. So... DAY 26!
"Where I want to go"
I can't really think of a specific place I want to go. I really want to go on a tropical cruise. The bahamas would be nice. Or to a pretty part of Mexico. Not to Hawaii, though. I've never been on a cruise. When you're on a cruise though, it's like you get to see lots of places. That's how I feel, at least. Anyways... I better go on a cruise for my honeymoon.

Monday, October 17, 2011


"Photo of something that means a lot to me"
Well, I don't feel like taking a picture right now. There are a few things I need.
  • Hadens' baseball necklace. I'm always wearing it.
  • My baby pillow. It's kinda nasty, but I hate sleeping without it. I've had it since I was 2 weeks old, and still use it every night.
Well, that's about it. I have some excellent news! I'm engaged!!!!!! Hahah just kidding. Haden and I stayed up til 9:30 p.m.! We had a late, late, late, late, night! (: Hooray for us old kids!

Sunday, October 16, 2011

Day 23, I believe

"15 facts"
  1. I am very addicted to candy. It's bad.
  2. I hate sleeping in an unmade bed.
  3. My hair grows super fast
  4. My language has been, and probably always will be, very clean.
  5. I hate all red meat
  6. I've lived in Utah for 6 years now. This is the longest I've stayed in one place.
  7. I have more energy than necessary.
  8. Horror movies make me one happy camper.
  9. I'm pretty sure that I will never weigh above 100 lbs. No, maybe someday I'll get to 105. I probably average about 95 lbs.
  10. I eat way too much.
  11. I have lived SUCH an easy life and am extremely grateful.
  12. I use a princess timer when I brush my teeth to make sure I'm hitting a solid 2 minutes.
  13. I used to dance
  14. I try not to use heat on my hair too often.
  15. I'm poor as can be.

Nightmare on 13th

Tonight, I went to my first haunted house with the dear Kristen Bean. (Unfortunately, Haden hates those things!) It had its fun times. There was this creepy guy there who was supposed to be a scary hotel manager.
Him: Well hello there, beautiful!
Me: Oooh hey there
Him:How are you?
Me: Sooooo good. Can I have your number?
Him: Yeah. You smell like my mom....
OOOOH that conversation was priceless. Don't worry, Haden. I just made conversation with everyone there so I wouldn't freak out. I guess his mother smells like "Pure Seduction" from Victoria's Secret. It was a fairly good night!

Friday, October 14, 2011

Day 22

"A letter to someone who has hurt you recently"
Dear Trey,
It really hurts me when you call me fat!

I really can't think of anyone who's hurt me, lately. Trey's just a five year old boy who told me not to eat too many spaghetti-o's because I'm already a little fat.

Twenty one!

"A photo of something that makes me happy"

I know this isn't Haden and me, but I absolutely love cuddling to sleep. Not just the ordinary head-on-chest cuddle, but the full on hug-laying-down-until-you're-both-snoring kind of cuddle is the best. I love when legs are tangled up and your breathing syncs. Now that's what can always make me happy after a long, rough day.

Great days.

Yesterday was one of the really good ones.
I got off work around 2:30 and go to spend some girl time with my dear Alicia.
We went to Walmart, like bosses.
Then we spent time with our men, together!
We tried to get them to build a chocolate house with us, but the lame-o boys wanted to watch their silly game. $9 at wally world can get you tons of fun. Leesha and I are professionals. She did most of the work, though! (: It did look much better until the door slid to the left!

Up there? Yeah... That's my attempted scared face.
In other news, I have the best boyfriend ever. A dozen roses for absolutely no reason? Yep! I'm super lucky to have such an awesome guy!!

I rate the day/night with a milliongazillianbabababilliontrillion gold stars! Woop woop.

When there's a thumb up and a big smile at 2:30 in the morning, you know the night went well.

Oh! I just wanted to let you all know that my boyfriend is better than yours.

Thursday, October 13, 2011

Day Twentyyy

"Meaning behind my blog name"
No real meaning. "omgitsruby" is my email, user name for most sites, and just about everything. There's no reason. Buuuuut.... OHMYGOSHITSRUBY!!!

Tuesday, October 11, 2011

Another day!

"My reflection in the mirror"'nuff said.


This makes me laugh.
My boyfriend is funny.
Me- Who's the cutest actor?
Haden- You.
Me- Who's the cutest actress?
Haden- You.
Me- Am I both a man and a woman?
Haden- Yes.
Yeah, he makes sure that he doesn't accidentally say someones cuter. What a funny kid. Maybe I'm the only who thinks that conversation is funny.

Monday, October 10, 2011

Dayyyyy 18?

"Irritating things"
My oh my, I can be very irritable. But here's a short list of things that irritate me. There's no particular order, and these aren't my top things that irritate me. They're just the first things that come to mind.
  • Complaining about petty problems. Yes, heart breaks can be so tough and hard. Everybody experiences that rough time where they feel totally alone. But listen up... Life goes on. Every day is a new day to try and move on. It gives you a new opportunity to not forget about whomever hurt you, but to remember there are more people out there. Take some time to breathe. Collect yourself. Alone time is a must. Either way, the feeling won't last. I hate seeing girls say, "Wow. My life is so hard... He left me alone...". I know a woman with cancer who's always worrying about making it to her sons next birthday. I know another woman who is a single mother of 3 young children. If they have more positive outlooks on life than you do because of your broken heart, you really need to put things into perspective.
  • Being self-absorbed. There is a fine line between cocky and confident. Figure it out. It's good that you're confident with your appearance, but you don't need to upload 1385793 different pictures of yourself in the bathroom mirror onto facebook every day. Just saying.
  • People who try too hard to impress. "Why live to please others? I mean, it’s your life. If you aren’t happy with it, what’s the use in living?" Stop saying your spray on tan or fake lashes are natural. Don't lie and build up all these stories about your amazing life. Everyone knows it's not true and you look like a loser.
  • Irresponsible parenting. I'm not even going to get into this.
  • Being to quick to judge. I will admit, I will judge. I try not to, but sometimes it just happens. I have no right to tell people not to judge me. Judge away, though. If you don't know me, that's alright. If you think badly of me, then that's fine. If you're going to judge me, you don't have to get to know me. You can forever tell yourself that I'm a terrible, awful person. Until I learn to stop judging people, do to me what I do to them.


Why is it that when my car dies at an intersection, I turn on my hazards and all these cops go around me and drive off. Then, within a few minutes, two kind men help me get my car out of traffic. Cops saw me struggling, and they drove around me. Protect and serve? Gosh darn!
And to the dumb lady sitting behind me honking, EFFFFF YOUUUU!

Wise words.


"How I hope my future will be"
I'm still unsure of how I want my future to be. I don't know what profession I want. I had always wanted to be a baker, but now I'm leaning towards being a teacher. Here's how I hope my future goes.
  • Figure out what I want to do about school
  • Get a better job
  • Get married
  • Get a full time job as a baker or a teacher
  • Have a son
  • Be a stay at home mother
  • After 3 or 4 years, have another baby
  • Go back to work
  • Raise my kids well and have a happy little family!
However things go, I'm sure I'll be happy. I mean, there's no way I'm going to make my future into a way I know I wouldn't like. I still need to accomplish that first step of deciding what career I want. Until then, I should probably get my generals done.

Sunday, October 9, 2011

Day 16

"My view on homosexuality"
I was tempted to title this "Day Sexteen". It's about homosexuality. Get it?
I'm fine with gays and lesbians and bisexuals. Let 'em be!
Message to the man on the left: I am not a fan of you. Don't judge. God loves all his creations!

Stalk awaaaay

Of course nobody will read all of this, but enjoy.
How did it all begin...?
Where did you meet?:A little party
When did you meet?:Summer 2010
Was it love at first sight?:Negatory
how old were you both?:I was 16, he was 17
When did you have your first kiss?:Hahahaha
Where was your first date?:The mooovies! We saw Charlie St. Cloud
How long until you met the parents?:Super soon
When was it 'official'?:November 2
The good...
Whats your happiest memory of him?:Walking on the beach at night(:
Whats the sweetist thing he has ever done for you?:SOOO many roses on my birthday
Does he buy you lots of gifts?:Pretty much
Whats your favorite thing to do together?:Sit and just do nothing. (:
When did you know you were falling in love?:I dunno!
Who said 'I love you' first?:Him
Is it true love?:I'd say so
How do you know this?:i just do, okay!
The bad...
Whats his worst habit?:cursing
What annoys you about him?:the cursing hahah
Has he ever hurt you badly?:eh
Would he ever cheat?:never ever
Has he to your knowlege ever cheated?:nope
Do you trust him?:yes.
The ugly....
Best facial feature?:Eyessss(:
Favorite part of his body?:Oh you know.... (; Arms!
Hair colour?:A brownishy color
What does he smell of?:It really depends... really...
Whats he wearing when you picture him in your head?:His dark blue yankees hat
How do you feel when he holds you?:it's pretty indescribable hahah
How do you feel when you fall asleep and wake up in his arms?:Amazing
How does it feel when he touches you?:Awesome possum!
Does he kiss your neck?:yes.
Your tummy?:Mhmmmm
Your forehead?:Yes and its so cute.
Deep and meaningfull...
Could you be without him?:I could, but it would be so hard and I wouldn't be near as happy.
Do you think about him constantly when your apart?:Indeed
How long have you been together?:Almost a year.
Can you see a future together?:Let's live in the now
Would you like to get married?:It'd be fun, that's for sure
Have children?:We would have some
Where can you see your relationship in a years time?:Being the
5 years time?:We'll see!
Do you know there is definatly no-one better out there for you?:Most definately
How do you know this?:Nobody can beat him!
Are you scared he might find someone better?:Of course
Is he your best friend as well as your lover?:For sure
Would you die for him?:In a heart beat
On a lighter note...
Whats the funniest thing you have ever done together?:Lots of funny stuff
Say something that only you two understand:Oh you're such a silly banana
Do you have nick names for each other?:not really, unless you count turd-butt.
Does he make you laugh?:all the time.
Do you wrestle?:I call it wrestling, yes. He calls it, "Ruby falls on the ground and loses"
Is he tickelish?:Yes sir
Are you?:I am
His Favorites...
Food?:Probably Texas Roadhouse
Past time?:baseball.
Aftershave?:I dunno... Old spice?
Clothing style?:Whatever he wants
Band?:Right now, he's diggin' Foster the People and some Mumford and Sons
Music?:Stuff on the radio
Your 'things'....
Song?:Chasing cars. Shut up.
DVD?:who has a movie?
Place to hang out?:His room.
Meal to cook together?:Do cookies count as a meal?
Time you saw him?:Last night
Kissed him?:last night
Spoke to him?:today
The last text he sent you?:"She is filipino and went running with yo ur mom not long ago.. I asked if she knew your mom"
When will you...
See him again?:tongiht probably
Speak to him again?:today
Tell him you love him again?:Whenever
Have you ever?
Spent the night together?:lots
Been on holiday?:Does that mean vacation? if so, yes.
Met his parents?:yes.
Made him cry?:i hope not
Done anything spontaneous together?:yes.

Day number...???

"Something you don't leave the house without"
I never leave without my phone. Well, I try to never leave without it. I always have my wallet, as well. I do always have my phone, but I don't always answer or text back. If I don't, you should feel dissed. (:

Thursday, October 6, 2011

Day 14

"TV show I'm currently addicted to"
The Walking Dead. I'm loving it. I easily spent my hard earned money on buying the first season on DVD. It's not your classic horror zombie flick. It's got some drama in it. I suggest watching it.
Right now.
Love it.
If you don't...
I'll hit you.

Wednesday, October 5, 2011

Lucky Thirteen!

"Views on drugs and alcohol"Yeah yeah yeah... Everybody has the right to do whatever they want to their bodies. I, personally, won't touch that stuff. I don't want to get any sort of addiction. I don't want to put such harmful things into my body. It stinks. It's addictive. It's harmful. It's expensive. It's just a total waste, if you ask me.
My biggest problem is parents getting into this stuff. Smoking a cigarette or drinking on occasion is not setting a bad example for your children. Getting into the hard drugs, on the other hand, is a major no-no. To you parents doing drugs, you are so irresponsible! Even if your kid can't see that you're doing that, you're doing something that can get them taken away from you. If you really cared about and truly loved your kid, you wouldn't be out doing things to get them taken away.
Go ahead and call me a buzz kill, but it's MY blog.

Tuesday, October 4, 2011

Day something-or-other

"Your current relationship"
I'm super happy in my relationship with Haden Garfield Winn! Although his middle name is Gary, Garfield is just more fun to say. He is super cute. We started dating in the end of July of 2010. At the end of August, he asked me to be his girlfriend. I, a stupid brat, said no. Then a couple months later, on November 2, we made it official.
Yes, we do fight. Our relationship is not all butterflies and rainbows every second of every day. We don't always agree on everything. That's what I like about our relationship. I like having stupid arguments about what movie to watch at night and about who spoons whom. I love how we can get in an argument and be so serious, then turn it all into a big joke and laugh. I love our inside jokes, such as, "You make the best pasta, Baybeh". I love how extremely funny he is. He's funnier in public, though. I love that I can say something totally stupid, and he can make fun of me in such harsh ways and we still laugh about it. I really like that he's a child inside. He loves Looney Toons and his moms beef stroganoff. I love that he puts up with me when I'm so mean, moody, jealous, frustrated, upset, and overly-sensitive. I love that he cares about me so much! He makes me text him whenever I get home just to make sure I made it safe. He gets nervous if he doesn't get a text. It's so silly! But, it is something I love!
We have had our ups and downs. We've had our fair share of fights. We work it out, though. He makes me very happy because he treats me so well. I really am so lucky to be so close with him. He's my best friend and my boyfriend!

Monday, October 3, 2011

Day Elebben

"What's in your makeup bag"
No make up bag, I have a drawer. In there, I have makeup from years ago. Old dance make up. Eyelash glue. All the gross stuff. I also have some broken eyeliner, dried up mascara, just a whole lot of junk in general! I bought some protein enriched mascara, so now that is a new addition. I just have the basics that I use daily; eyeshadow, eyeliner, and mascara. Sometimes I used foundation, depending on the day. Nothing too exciting!

DaY tEn!

"Favorite place to eat"
I'm indecisive as fuuuuh.
Depending on my mood, I will choose a place.
I really like breakfast for dinner, and iHop is super good. Haden and I normally have Denny's, though. We went there 2 of the nights we went to Disneyland and it was simply fabulous.

I also DEEPLY enjoy Iggy's. Mainly because their fries are the!

For a cheap night, I really like Chick-fil-a or Del Taco, cause I'm fat like that.

Day 9

"Recently bought.."
I'm doing all the days I missed, tonight!
As all the world knows, I love candy.
Try em.
53 cents at Winco.


***** <--- My rating for them

Along with these, I bought lunchables, my new addiction. Also, cookie dough for haden, and some soup. And mascara.

Friday, September 30, 2011

Day eight!

"Song that fits your mood"
Listen to the song "Say What You Will" by Justin Hines.
Hines. NOT Beiber.
The very first line says, "If I were to die today, my life would be more than okay".
That is exactly how I feel right now. I feel just fine.
Life's going well. I don't really have much to complain about, and even if I did, they would be small petty problems that aren't worth crying about. I've lived such an easy life. I've never had someone close to me pass away. I've never gotten seriously ill. My life has been SO easy compared to the lives of so many people around me. It makes me grateful for everything I've got! That's why if I were to die today, my life really would be more than okay.
I love that this song is pretty much just saying, "Say what you need to say, before it's too late". You really oughtta say what you need, because you might not have another chance later. Don't be afraid to say what you want. Don't hold back, and speak your REAL opinion, even if it's different from the opinions of every else.
Life's just grand.
-I'm healthy
-I'm working
-I've got a great boyfriend
-I have a good family
The only pain I have is in my back, and that's not even bad pain at all!
Life's just wonderful.

Thursday, September 29, 2011

Day 7

"Dream Wedding"
I don't really have much of a "dream wedding". I don't think it will matter too much when my wedding comes because I'll be more focused on the fact that I'm getting married, not on how my wedding looks. I don't want a big wedding, but I don't want a civil ceremony wedding. I want family and friends, that's it. I don't see why a wedding needs to be a massive block party. I would love to get married somewhere with beautiful surroundings, like in a really pretty field or at a ginormous garden! I want my colors to be black, teal, and silver. Scratch that. Just teal and silver.
I want a long gorgeous wedding dress. Not something big and poofy though. A long, slim dress would be perfect.
The reception should rock. I want candy centerpieces, because I love candy so much. When it comes to cake, I could live without one. It's a wedding tradition though, and you just have to have one. Not a 3-tier-cake. A nice simple cake would work. Remember, it's not gonna be a huge crowd. I want tons of food, though. I hate going to a reception and there being no good food.
I think my favorite part would be the engagement. That's when everything gets so exciting. I would find any engagement fun. You could propose in a living room and I would still get excited. You could put a ring inside a giant fortune cookie, because I love those. Anything works.
This is a very boring blog post. So here's some stuff!

Tuesday, September 27, 2011

Day Number SIX!

"What I want as a pet"
I really want a penguin! They are probably one of the cutest animals ever. As long as it's like the cute and nice one in "50 First Dates", I will love the penguin. I don't know what you feed penguins, but I would buy it all the penguin food it would ever need. I would hope it would be a cuddly penguin. Penguins can't fly, and I doubt they can jump high enough to come snuggle in my bed with me. This is my fantasy pet though, so it can jump onto my bed. I love little baby penguins. We would watch "Happy Feet" together. I would let him play with my penguin pillow pet, Flipper. They would be best friends. And I would give my penguin a bath like they do in the Dawn dish soap commercials! Poor oil-spill-penguin! :( And it will be the cutest and BEST penguin ever. This is my first dream pet.

Wouldn't having a St. Bernard be one of the coolest things? They're so big and SO cute! It's a more realistic pet than a penguin. It would be my love, through thick and thin. No matter what happens, it would be my best friend. It would lounge around the house. I would hate when it sheds, but look at that face! It's too cute to turn down, even for the terrible shedding. It would also keep me safe so I could go on a run at 2 in the morning like the weird old ladies! It's more cuddly than a can of pepper spray. I would not let it get all muddy. It's too precious to get dirty. And I would name him Robert. This is because it seems like the dog a Rastafarian would have, but I couldn't call him Marley. That would seem like I was stealing it from the movie. I can't name him Bob, because that's just too common. Robert, now that's a good name for a furry fat dog!

Day five

"How important I think education is"
People have really become so stupid. I know I don't have perfect grammar or perfect spelling, but really? It has become ridiculous. Peoplee purposelyy mispell cuz itss lykke cute orr sommethinng. Do we really pay taxes to help people learn so they can waste it and type like a 6 year old learning to spell? Please tell me that this isn't really what's becoming of the world. I find it annoying when people mix up "your" and "you're". Your = your. You're = you are. Stop being stupid people. Also, stop confusing "there", "they're", and "their". I'll break it down for you in the simplest way possible. "There" is used when talking about a place. For example; The idiot who can't spell is sitting over there. Get it? "They're" isn't that hard to figure out. Do you remember that little line that you use to combine words? That's called an apostrophe. Say it slowly with me. ("uh-pos-truh-fee") Now was that so hard? "They're" is a combination of the words 'they' and 'are'. Put them together and you have "they're". Then there's the word "their". It's simple. "Their" is a pronoun. It's just a possessive form of the word they. For example, their stupidity is unreal. Comprede?Call me a grammar Nazi, but you're just plain stupid. These are the things you learn in the earliest grades of elementary school. If you can't understand it, get off facebook and read a real book.
Education is very important. You will NOT get far in life unless you have some form of education. Well, that's not completely true. You could flash your lady parts and get famous, but that's only okay for those who are okay with exposing their bodies in that way. If you can't speak your native language properly, don't complain about having to take an English class. That's what you get for being an illiterate loser.
if youre just chatting with friends in a casual conversation, i dont find it terrible to type like this. The only reason for that is because it's obvious you know how to spell and you know the differences between synonyms. You're just being lazy and not capitalizing or adding apostrophes. Teachers spend their days trying to teach you, and you complain because you understand when you clearly don't.
Maybe calculus won't do you much good when you want nothing but to be a salesperson. It never hurts to learn something new, though.
Sometimes, peoples' idiocy drives me "coo-coo bananas".

Monday, September 26, 2011

Day 4!

"Favorite photo of your best friend"
This is my bestest friend ever! His name is Haden Gary Winn. Now, this isn't my favorite picture of him. I don't have a copy of my all-time favorite picture. It's a photo of him when he's super young. He's facing away from the camera wearing cowboy boots and a tee-shirt. No pants. It's so funny and adorable! But this picture is cute too. We were at Disneyland in June and saw people walking around with turkey legs and he just had to have one. He was so excited, and he LOVED it.
Now, about Haden. He's my boyfriend and is super fun and way sweet. He's 18, and will be 19 on November 23. He's an amazing baseball player. He's pretty much one of the funniest guys alive! He can be really sassy, but he's hilarious. He is so easy to get along with, and is super nice to everyone-- Even people whom he doesn't like. He is SUCH a picky eater, but will eat just about any type of meat.
Haden is really such a great guy! That's why he's my best friend. He's super sweet and he will tolerate me when I'm being grumpy. He is so fun and always makes me laugh. He loves to tease. He's so great! Anyways, that's Haden, my best friend!

Sunday, September 25, 2011

Day 3!!!

"A Perfect Date"
I'm pretty easy to please. This is going to sound oober cheesy, but my idea of a perfect date is just one that makes me smile a ton and gives me butterflies. I would want to start off by going out and doing something different than the usual dinner-and-a-movie scenario. I would want to go to a museum, go paint a giant picture, or anything out of the ordinary. I would also like dates that get you all dirty, like four-wheeling or something muddy! (Yupp, I'm like a little child)
Now, when it comes to dinner, I'm a very picky eater. I don't mind where we go, but I will be quite picky. I'm also extremely indecisive, so it may take a while for me to decide what to get, even if I know the menu like the back of my hand. I'm not a fan of meat, but I do like chicken or turkey. If I was to go on a date to Tucanos, or any place like that, at least I would be a cheap date and just go for the salad bar.
Dates can be as simple as eating Carl's Jr. and hitting up a good movie. But nothing kills a date more than being bored. You oughta keep me entertained, and if you can't, then you're a total loser because I am easily entertained. Make conversation. Make me laugh. Don't be too shy. Please don't text unless you it's important! Oh, and be polite! Chivalry is so dead, and I'm not expecting you to drop your sweater on a puddle or pull my chair out. But, I really like it when a guy opens doors for me. It's a simple gesture that can easily put a smile on my face.
Anyways, these are basically all good things for dates. Adios! (:

Saturday, September 24, 2011

Day Twoooo

"Favorite Movie"
I can't think of a favorite movie, really. But I do love just about any good horror movie. I like the "Saw" movies, because I love the twisted stuff. Hahah and it makes me feel so grateful for my extremely easy life! At the same time, I absolutely LOVE dramas. "My Sisters Keeper" is a winner, but I think it would have been better if it ended the way the book ended. Dramas also remind me about how easy my life is.
I love "The Best Two Years". I used to watch that movie whenever I got sick and it just NEVER GOT OLD! I love it!
I can watch so many movies over and over again, but mostly because I am much to lazy to go switch movies. Hahah but my top favorite movies, other than what I've already listed, would include: The Hangover, Due Date, The Exorcism of Emily Rose, and Finding Nemo. OH! And the Scooby-Doo Movie! I love Scooby-Doo!

Friday, September 23, 2011


I'm totally bummed! About two weeks ago, I won tickets to the Haunted Circus. I was sooooo excited because I've never been to anything "haunted" before, other than childrens haunted houses on the Air Force Bases. I was so excited to go tonight that I actually got up and ready for the day (which is very rare), and now I'm not going. Boo hoo:( I sure hope little Haden can cheer me up tonight! Otherwise, I'm going to have to throw a B.F.
In other news, I spent some time with a cute boy today! (: He goes by the name of A.J. He is so sweet and cuddly, and he is just so funny! He kept biting my finger, but it was just adorable. He's probably my favorite little one to baby sit(: (I hope none of you thought I would be one to cheat on Haden! Tsk tsk tsk)
If you're still reading this, I have a question for you... Why the heck are you reading this? It's really a waste of your time. It's a boring and pointless blog with no storyline! Anyways, stop making me feel unpopular and follow me. Over and out! (:

Day Numbero Uno

"Your favorite song"
Currently, I would have to say my favorite song is "Eet" by Regina Spektor. I have recently fallen back in love with her music. She is a magician when it comes to playing the piano, and it would be a dream to play like her. I can only play one of her songs right now, but that's better than none, eh? Anyways, more about her song... Other than her extreme talent of the piano in the song, her voice sounds so beautiful. I am also loving the lyrics. They've totally been describing my mood lately. Decipher the lyrics however you please. (If you actually looked up the song). I really wish I knew what she means when she says "eet", because I have know idea the definition of that. Anyways, that's my favorite song by her right now. (:

30 Day Blog Challenge

Just to let you know, last time I tried doing a 30 day challenge, I quit after day four.
Day 1 — Your favorite song
Day 2 — Your favorite movie
Day 3 – Your idea of the perfect first date.
Day 4 – Your favorite photograph of your best friend.
Day 5 – How important you think education is?
Day 6 – A photo of an animal you’d love to keep as a pet.
Day 7 – Your dream wedding.
Day 8 – A song to match your mood.
Day 9 – A photo of the item you last purchased.
Day 10 – A photo of our favorite place to eat.
Day 11 – What’s in your makeup bag?
Day 12 – Your current relationship, if single discuss how single life is.
Day 13 – Your views on drugs and alcohol
Day 14 – A TV show you’re currently addicted to.
Day 15 – Something you don’t leave the house without.
Day 16 – Your view on homosexuality.
Day 17 – How you hope your future will be like.
Day 18 – 5 things that irritate ME about opposite/same sex
Day 19 – Your reflection in the mirror
Day 20 – The meaning behind your blog name.
Day 21 – A photo of something that makes you happy.
Day 22 – A letter to someone who has hurt you recently.
Day 23 – 15 facts about you.
Day 24 – A photo of something that means a lot to you.
Day 25 – Who are you?
Day 26 – A photo of somewhere you want to go.
Day 27 – What kind of person attracts you?
Day 28 – In this past month, what have you learned?
Day 29 – Something you could never get tired of doing.
Day 30 – A photograph of yourself today + three good things that have happened in the past 30 days
See that awkward looking girl up there? Yeah, that's me. Ruby-Elizabeth Anne Ficklin is the name, but you can call me anything you want. In all honesty, I don't know how to blog. I don't know how to write, in general. I just thought I'd give it a shot. Well, here's a little bit about me. I came into this beautiful world on September 13, 1993 at 3:45 a.m. weighing 5 lbs. 3 oz. I'm not above average in any way, nor am I below average in any way. And if you're here to blogstalk, I'm sorry to disappoint, but my life isn't that exciting so you won't have much to stalk. Anyways... Here we go.