Day 30!

"Photo of myself from today and 3 good things that have happened this month"

Honestly, so much has gone well this month. I was blessed with such an easy life, so here are just three things that have happened this month that I won't take for granted.

1. I got my first paycheck over $200. That was quite the accomplishment. Can I get a round of applause? (Seriously, clap now.)
2. Haden and I got into possibly the biggest fight we've ever been in. Why do I consider this to be a good thing? Because we worked through it. We talked. It makes me so happy to know that we can work through things, still. I love that we care enough to never stop trying. I love that even though it can be tough sometimes, we forgive. I would not call our relationship perfect. The fact that even after all this time, we still fight to be together. I love that after a fight so big, we feel closer. I am so grateful to have spent another fabulous month with him. (Also, to any stalkers here to watch our relationship, he changed our song from "Chasing Cars" to "I Love You This Big". Mega cute)
3. I got my hair trimmed! I've been trying to grow it out for a while. It got a little past my bra in the back. (Sorry, that's the only way I could think to describe it :p ) It's above that point now, but it's so much healthier. Thank goodness it grows quickly.

I'm so grateful for my simple, easy life!
And I'm grateful I actually succeeded in a 30 day challenge.

Right now

I could...

• Stab someone
• Freak out at any moment
• Scream
• Kick some nuts
• Make a baked potato

I'm really hungry, so I'm going to make a baked potato.Tomorrow, that's probably when I'll freak out and scream. QUITE THE WEEKEND!

Twenty9

"Something I could never get tired of doing"
CuDdLiNg! <---Sorry. I just got in the mood to type like that. I love to cuddle. End of story.

Daaay 28, I think

"What have I learned this past month"
I've learned that I need to not spend money like it's nothing.
I learned that I can't transfer money throughout my accounts.
I learned that I now have $1.68 to my name.
I learned how to do fun things with Alicia. Ooooh google...

Anothaaa Daaaay

"Kind of guy that attracts me"
Funny. Fuuuunny. FuNnY. I could never date a serious guy! He has to be extremely playful. He cannot be afraid to say, "Holy gargoyles! You look like shiz!" in a joking manner. He has to be okay with playfully wrestling with me. He can't always be hyper and playful, though. That's just annoying. He does have to have calm, sweet times. That's why Haden's the bomb.com.

Alyssa...

I wish you were here to enjoy. You missed out on the sweetness of an m&m caramel apple.I'm angry and yelling at you for bailing on me. YOU ARE OUT OF THE DANDELION CLUB!

Day 26!

I felt like skipping day 25. So... DAY 26!
"Where I want to go"
I can't really think of a specific place I want to go. I really want to go on a tropical cruise. The bahamas would be nice. Or to a pretty part of Mexico. Not to Hawaii, though. I've never been on a cruise. When you're on a cruise though, it's like you get to see lots of places. That's how I feel, at least. Anyways... I better go on a cruise for my honeymoon.

Twenty4

"Photo of something that means a lot to me"
Well, I don't feel like taking a picture right now. There are a few things I need.

• Hadens' baseball necklace. I'm always wearing it.
• My baby pillow. It's kinda nasty, but I hate sleeping without it. I've had it since I was 2 weeks old, and still use it every night.

Well, that's about it. I have some excellent news! I'm engaged!!!!!! Hahah just kidding. Haden and I stayed up til 9:30 p.m.! We had a late, late, late, late, night! (: Hooray for us old kids!

Day 23, I believe

"15 facts"

1. I am very addicted to candy. It's bad.
2. I hate sleeping in an unmade bed.
3. My hair grows super fast
4. My language has been, and probably always will be, very clean.
5. I hate all red meat
6. I've lived in Utah for 6 years now. This is the longest I've stayed in one place.
7. I have more energy than necessary.
8. Horror movies make me one happy camper.
9. I'm pretty sure that I will never weigh above 100 lbs. No, maybe someday I'll get to 105. I probably average about 95 lbs.
   
10. I eat way too much.
11. I have lived SUCH an easy life and am extremely grateful.
12. I use a princess timer when I brush my teeth to make sure I'm hitting a solid 2 minutes.
13. I used to dance
14. I try not to use heat on my hair too often.
15. I'm poor as can be.
    

Nightmare on 13th

Tonight, I went to my first haunted house with the dear Kristen Bean. (Unfortunately, Haden hates those things!) It had its fun times. There was this creepy guy there who was supposed to be a scary hotel manager.
Him: Well hello there, beautiful!
Me: Oooh hey there
Him:How are you?
Me: Sooooo good. Can I have your number?
Him: Yeah. You smell like my mom....
OOOOH that conversation was priceless. Don't worry, Haden. I just made conversation with everyone there so I wouldn't freak out. I guess his mother smells like "Pure Seduction" from Victoria's Secret. It was a fairly good night!

Day 22

"A letter to someone who has hurt you recently"
Dear Trey,
It really hurts me when you call me fat!




I really can't think of anyone who's hurt me, lately. Trey's just a five year old boy who told me not to eat too many spaghetti-o's because I'm already a little fat.

Twenty one!

"A photo of something that makes me happy"


I know this isn't Haden and me, but I absolutely love cuddling to sleep. Not just the ordinary head-on-chest cuddle, but the full on hug-laying-down-until-you're-both-snoring kind of cuddle is the best. I love when legs are tangled up and your breathing syncs. Now that's what can always make me happy after a long, rough day.

Great days.

Yesterday was one of the really good ones.
I got off work around 2:30 and go to spend some girl time with my dear Alicia.
We went to Walmart, like bosses.
Then we spent time with our men, together!
We tried to get them to build a chocolate house with us, but the lame-o boys wanted to watch their silly game. $9 at wally world can get you tons of fun. Leesha and I are professionals. She did most of the work, though! (: It did look much better until the door slid to the left!

Up there? Yeah... That's my attempted scared face.

In other news, I have the best boyfriend ever. A dozen roses for absolutely no reason? Yep! I'm super lucky to have such an awesome guy!!



I rate the day/night with a milliongazillianbabababilliontrillion gold stars! Woop woop.



When there's a thumb up and a big smile at 2:30 in the morning, you know the night went well.

Oh! I just wanted to let you all know that my boyfriend is better than yours.

Day Twentyyy

"Meaning behind my blog name"
No real meaning. "omgitsruby" is my email, user name for most sites, and just about everything. There's no reason. Buuuuut.... OHMYGOSHITSRUBY!!!

Another day!

"My reflection in the mirror"'nuff said.

Greaaaat!

This makes me laugh.
My boyfriend is funny.
Me- Who's the cutest actor?
Haden- You.
Me- Who's the cutest actress?
Haden- You.
Me- Am I both a man and a woman?
Haden- Yes.
Yeah, he makes sure that he doesn't accidentally say someones cuter. What a funny kid. Maybe I'm the only who thinks that conversation is funny.

Dayyyyy 18?

"Irritating things"
My oh my, I can be very irritable. But here's a short list of things that irritate me. There's no particular order, and these aren't my top things that irritate me. They're just the first things that come to mind.

• Complaining about petty problems. Yes, heart breaks can be so tough and hard. Everybody experiences that rough time where they feel totally alone. But listen up... Life goes on. Every day is a new day to try and move on. It gives you a new opportunity to not forget about whomever hurt you, but to remember there are more people out there. Take some time to breathe. Collect yourself. Alone time is a must. Either way, the feeling won't last. I hate seeing girls say, "Wow. My life is so hard... He left me alone...". I know a woman with cancer who's always worrying about making it to her sons next birthday. I know another woman who is a single mother of 3 young children. If they have more positive outlooks on life than you do because of your broken heart, you really need to put things into perspective.
  
• Being self-absorbed. There is a fine line between cocky and confident. Figure it out. It's good that you're confident with your appearance, but you don't need to upload 1385793 different pictures of yourself in the bathroom mirror onto facebook every day. Just saying.
  
• People who try too hard to impress. "Why live to please others? I mean, it’s your life. If you aren’t happy with it, what’s the use in living?" Stop saying your spray on tan or fake lashes are natural. Don't lie and build up all these stories about your amazing life. Everyone knows it's not true and you look like a loser.
  
• Irresponsible parenting. I'm not even going to get into this.
• Being to quick to judge. I will admit, I will judge. I try not to, but sometimes it just happens. I have no right to tell people not to judge me. Judge away, though. If you don't know me, that's alright. If you think badly of me, then that's fine. If you're going to judge me, you don't have to get to know me. You can forever tell yourself that I'm a terrible, awful person. Until I learn to stop judging people, do to me what I do to them.
  

Cops.

Why is it that when my car dies at an intersection, I turn on my hazards and all these cops go around me and drive off. Then, within a few minutes, two kind men help me get my car out of traffic. Cops saw me struggling, and they drove around me. Protect and serve? Gosh darn!
And to the dumb lady sitting behind me honking, EFFFFF YOUUUU!

Wise words.

Seventeen.

"How I hope my future will be"
I'm still unsure of how I want my future to be. I don't know what profession I want. I had always wanted to be a baker, but now I'm leaning towards being a teacher. Here's how I hope my future goes.

• Figure out what I want to do about school
• Get a better job
• Get married
• Get a full time job as a baker or a teacher
• Have a son
• Be a stay at home mother
• After 3 or 4 years, have another baby
• Go back to work
• Raise my kids well and have a happy little family!

However things go, I'm sure I'll be happy. I mean, there's no way I'm going to make my future into a way I know I wouldn't like. I still need to accomplish that first step of deciding what career I want. Until then, I should probably get my generals done.

Day 16

"My view on homosexuality"
I was tempted to title this "Day Sexteen". It's about homosexuality. Get it?
I'm fine with gays and lesbians and bisexuals. Let 'em be!
Message to the man on the left: I am not a fan of you. Don't judge. God loves all his creations!

Stalk awaaaay

Of course nobody will read all of this, but enjoy.

How did it all begin...?
Where did you meet?:	A little party
When did you meet?:	Summer 2010
Was it love at first sight?:	Negatory
how old were you both?:	I was 16, he was 17
When did you have your first kiss?:	Hahahaha
Where was your first date?:	The mooovies! We saw Charlie St. Cloud
How long until you met the parents?:	Super soon
When was it 'official'?:	November 2
The good...
Whats your happiest memory of him?:	Walking on the beach at night(:
Whats the sweetist thing he has ever done for you?:	SOOO many roses on my birthday
Does he buy you lots of gifts?:	Pretty much
Whats your favorite thing to do together?:	Sit and just do nothing. (:
When did you know you were falling in love?:	I dunno!
Who said 'I love you' first?:	Him
Is it true love?:	I'd say so
How do you know this?:	i just do, okay!
The bad...
Whats his worst habit?:	cursing
What annoys you about him?:	the cursing hahah
Has he ever hurt you badly?:	eh
Would he ever cheat?:	never ever
Has he to your knowlege ever cheated?:	nope
Do you trust him?:	yes.
The ugly....
Best facial feature?:	Eyessss(:
Favorite part of his body?:	Oh you know.... (; Arms!
Hair colour?:	A brownishy color
What does he smell of?:	It really depends... really...
Whats he wearing when you picture him in your head?:	His dark blue yankees hat
Intimacy...
How do you feel when he holds you?:	it's pretty indescribable hahah
How do you feel when you fall asleep and wake up in his arms?:	Amazing
How does it feel when he touches you?:	Awesome possum!
Does he kiss your neck?:	yes.
Your tummy?:	Mhmmmm
Your forehead?:	Yes and its so cute.
Deep and meaningfull...
Could you be without him?:	I could, but it would be so hard and I wouldn't be near as happy.
Do you think about him constantly when your apart?:	Indeed
How long have you been together?:	Almost a year.
Can you see a future together?:	Let's live in the now
Would you like to get married?:	It'd be fun, that's for sure
Have children?:	We would have some
Where can you see your relationship in a years time?:	Being the bomb.com
5 years time?:	We'll see!
Do you know there is definatly no-one better out there for you?:	Most definately
How do you know this?:	Nobody can beat him!
Are you scared he might find someone better?:	Of course
Is he your best friend as well as your lover?:	For sure
Would you die for him?:	In a heart beat
On a lighter note...
Whats the funniest thing you have ever done together?:	Lots of funny stuff
Say something that only you two understand:	Oh you're such a silly banana
Do you have nick names for each other?:	not really, unless you count turd-butt.
Does he make you laugh?:	all the time.
Do you wrestle?:	I call it wrestling, yes. He calls it, "Ruby falls on the ground and loses"
Is he tickelish?:	Yes sir
Are you?:	I am
His Favorites...
Food?:	Probably Texas Roadhouse
Drink?:	Pop
Sport?:	baseball.
Past time?:	baseball.
Animal?:	dog.
Aftershave?:	I dunno... Old spice?
Clothing style?:	Whatever he wants
Band?:	Right now, he's diggin' Foster the People and some Mumford and Sons
Music?:	Stuff on the radio
Your 'things'....
Song?:	Chasing cars. Shut up.
DVD?:	who has a movie?
Place to hang out?:	His room.
Meal to cook together?:	Do cookies count as a meal?
Lasts...
Time you saw him?:	Last night
Kissed him?:	last night
Spoke to him?:	today
The last text he sent you?:	"She is filipino and went running with yo ur mom not long ago.. I asked if she knew your mom"
When will you...
See him again?:	tongiht probably
Speak to him again?:	today
Tell him you love him again?:	Whenever
Have you ever?
Spent the night together?:	lots
Been on holiday?:	Does that mean vacation? if so, yes.
Met his parents?:	yes.
Made him cry?:	i hope not
Done anything spontaneous together?:	yes.

Day number...???

"Something you don't leave the house without"
I never leave without my phone. Well, I try to never leave without it. I always have my wallet, as well. I do always have my phone, but I don't always answer or text back. If I don't, you should feel dissed. (:

Day 14

"TV show I'm currently addicted to"
The Walking Dead. I'm loving it. I easily spent my hard earned money on buying the first season on DVD. It's not your classic horror zombie flick. It's got some drama in it. I suggest watching it.
Now.
Right now.
Love it.
If you don't...
I'll hit you.

Lucky Thirteen!

"Views on drugs and alcohol"Yeah yeah yeah... Everybody has the right to do whatever they want to their bodies. I, personally, won't touch that stuff. I don't want to get any sort of addiction. I don't want to put such harmful things into my body. It stinks. It's addictive. It's harmful. It's expensive. It's just a total waste, if you ask me.
My biggest problem is parents getting into this stuff. Smoking a cigarette or drinking on occasion is not setting a bad example for your children. Getting into the hard drugs, on the other hand, is a major no-no. To you parents doing drugs, you are so irresponsible! Even if your kid can't see that you're doing that, you're doing something that can get them taken away from you. If you really cared about and truly loved your kid, you wouldn't be out doing things to get them taken away.
Go ahead and call me a buzz kill, but it's MY blog.

Day something-or-other

"Your current relationship"
I'm super happy in my relationship with Haden Garfield Winn! Although his middle name is Gary, Garfield is just more fun to say. He is super cute. We started dating in the end of July of 2010. At the end of August, he asked me to be his girlfriend. I, a stupid brat, said no. Then a couple months later, on November 2, we made it official.
Yes, we do fight. Our relationship is not all butterflies and rainbows every second of every day. We don't always agree on everything. That's what I like about our relationship. I like having stupid arguments about what movie to watch at night and about who spoons whom. I love how we can get in an argument and be so serious, then turn it all into a big joke and laugh. I love our inside jokes, such as, "You make the best pasta, Baybeh". I love how extremely funny he is. He's funnier in public, though. I love that I can say something totally stupid, and he can make fun of me in such harsh ways and we still laugh about it. I really like that he's a child inside. He loves Looney Toons and his moms beef stroganoff. I love that he puts up with me when I'm so mean, moody, jealous, frustrated, upset, and overly-sensitive. I love that he cares about me so much! He makes me text him whenever I get home just to make sure I made it safe. He gets nervous if he doesn't get a text. It's so silly! But, it is something I love!
We have had our ups and downs. We've had our fair share of fights. We work it out, though. He makes me very happy because he treats me so well. I really am so lucky to be so close with him. He's my best friend and my boyfriend!

Day Elebben

"What's in your makeup bag"
No make up bag, I have a drawer. In there, I have makeup from years ago. Old dance make up. Eyelash glue. All the gross stuff. I also have some broken eyeliner, dried up mascara, just a whole lot of junk in general! I bought some protein enriched mascara, so now that is a new addition. I just have the basics that I use daily; eyeshadow, eyeliner, and mascara. Sometimes I used foundation, depending on the day. Nothing too exciting!

DaY tEn!

"Favorite place to eat"
I'm indecisive as fuuuuh.
Depending on my mood, I will choose a place.
I really like breakfast for dinner, and iHop is super good. Haden and I normally have Denny's, though. We went there 2 of the nights we went to Disneyland and it was simply fabulous.

I also DEEPLY enjoy Iggy's. Mainly because their fries are the bomb.com!



For a cheap night, I really like Chick-fil-a or Del Taco, cause I'm fat like that.

Day 9

"Recently bought.."
I'm doing all the days I missed, tonight!
As all the world knows, I love candy.
Try em.
53 cents at Winco.

Mmm.
(:

***** <--- My rating for them

Along with these, I bought lunchables, my new addiction. Also, cookie dough for haden, and some soup. And mascara.